I so try to keep my posts here somewhat upbeat, but where the heck did November go? I loathe my job, I feel I am in a rut, I eat, sleep, work, poop, drink, and periodically have sex... I have no energy nor ambition to get anything other than the above done, what the heck is wrong?
I love my man Michael, yet I constantly feel I am not good enough for him (or more precisely, ENOUGH for him)... I am in a Funk...
I love the lights and music of the holidays, yet all of it seems so mundane and "blue". Maybe I just need my annual fix of "Christmas Vacation" to get me out of this FUNKING RUT!
I did finally change the batteries in the smoke detector today, how lame is that?
Over and "Out" from a very chilly day in Portsmouth, VA