Kelly and Joe:
This is what has happened in the past few months... The man that I love, has asked out of the partnership we built over the past two years...
While not unexpected, not unprepared for, it hurt to my very core... I moved last Monday, from our home in Toano, to an unfamiliar place, a strange house, that is not my home yet, within 5 miles of work, in Chesapeake, VA...
I get to save 2 hours of my daily life, and 10's of thousands of miles per year on my gorgeous 2007 Equinox (thank you Jim for co-signing the loan)... But I feel so empty, so alone... Like a huge hole is in the pit of myself... I am guessing this will pass, yet I am grateful Jim and I will continue to be friends. He is entitled to his Lamborghini (apparently I am just a VW Jetta), as am I... Compromise and understanding has always been a unique quality for any long term relationship (at least from my perspective). I have been extremely happy for the majority of the two years we have been together, I felt I brought things to the table that he had never had before, but apparently that wasn't good enough...
I very much still love my Jim, and always will... I wish him well, I hope he finds what he is looking for in life... I hope also, that we can remain friends, as I can't imagine my life without him in it....
Over and "Out" from Chesapeake, VA
This is what has happened in the past few months... The man that I love, has asked out of the partnership we built over the past two years...
While not unexpected, not unprepared for, it hurt to my very core... I moved last Monday, from our home in Toano, to an unfamiliar place, a strange house, that is not my home yet, within 5 miles of work, in Chesapeake, VA...
I get to save 2 hours of my daily life, and 10's of thousands of miles per year on my gorgeous 2007 Equinox (thank you Jim for co-signing the loan)... But I feel so empty, so alone... Like a huge hole is in the pit of myself... I am guessing this will pass, yet I am grateful Jim and I will continue to be friends. He is entitled to his Lamborghini (apparently I am just a VW Jetta), as am I... Compromise and understanding has always been a unique quality for any long term relationship (at least from my perspective). I have been extremely happy for the majority of the two years we have been together, I felt I brought things to the table that he had never had before, but apparently that wasn't good enough...
I very much still love my Jim, and always will... I wish him well, I hope he finds what he is looking for in life... I hope also, that we can remain friends, as I can't imagine my life without him in it....
Over and "Out" from Chesapeake, VA
1 comment:
I started reading your blog recently and starting from the beginning I just go to this day. I'm sorry this did not work out between you and Jim. I was so happy that you were so happy.
As I follow your story, I wish all the best.
jim
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